Guilt

Portrait of John Betjeman
John Betjeman 1906–1984

The clock is frozen in the tower, The thickening fog with sooty smell Has blanketed the motor power Which turns the London streets to hell; And footsteps with their lonely sound Intensify the silence round.

I haven't hope. I haven't faith. I live two lives and sometimes three. The lives I live make life a death For those who have to live with me. Knowing the virtues that I lack, I pat myself upon the back.

With breastplate of self-righteousness And shoes of smugness on my feet, Before the urge in me grows less I hurry off to make retreat. For somewhere, somewhere, burns a light To lead me out into the night.

It glitters icy, thin and plain, And leads me down to Waterloo- Into a warm electric train Which travels sorry Surrey through And crystal-hung, the clumps of pine Stand deadly still beside the line.

Reprinted with the permission of John Murray (Publishers) Ltd.

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